so had really bad chest pains last night and this morning so i went straight to the hospital first i told him that i cant really breath trough my nose so he checked my nose and he saw that my nose was inflamated so im allergic to something but hey doesn't know what and the chest pain is anxiety , he asked me if i have been feeling down lately and i answered yes i instantly started breaking down because i haven't said out loud to anyone well i have to my family but they don't believe me especially my mom she is so just so stubborn i wish she was there when i was talking to the doctor so i could prove that i am really depressed and that i am not faking it or being a dram queen . she will never understand her words can be do helpful sometimes but also so hurtful ! she could be so harsh to me , she is so strong so she expects everyone to be like her .... oh gosh well since my emotional stress is affecting me emotionally and physically now i really need to get out of this funk and start really taking care of myself and start working on myself . since no one is truly there for me like always i need to help myself ...sorry for this rant people just had to let it out somewhere
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